I know too many people who can see my other blog in real life so I'm creating this one to have a place to vent and talk about things on my mind that I don't want others to know. Catharsis in a public forum is so much more satisfying than say a diary or a journal or the like.
My confidence has been in the toilet lately. I don’t know why and I don’t know how to fix it. I really just want a boyfriend who will hold me and make me feel safe. The only problem is… I know I can’t find a person who will love me for me until I love myself. I need to work on me and then start worrying about finding someone. Of course… That’s easier said than done but that’s my new goal.
